Tired night and gonna pass out kinda day!

I feel extremely tired today - I stayed up all night, played a board game night, then met a great girl and we talked for a few hours, then I headed to Astoria to go to my brothers and the guy actually turned me away, I told him in texts and in person that I didnt sleep and he said they didnt feel Comfortable with me sleeping there while they were at work! What kind of bullshit is that, a brother who turns another brother out is low, a scummy sack of shit if you ask me. I'm mad and this makes me want to get the fuck out of NY. Why am I here anyway? I can barely keep my head up. I need rest. I'm still in between houses and dont have anywhere to live now, its really making me mad and sad. I want to just figure out what the fuck to do and do it. I hate this waiting indecisive phase. I really want to lay down right now. And to top it off its fucking freezing. If it were warm out I could go sleep outside but its rainy adn cold and doing that is not possible.